I honestly wish i could be a writer.. I wish i could make up my own little stories of nothingness. Get lost in the world with nothing but myself, paper, and a pen. 

What a fabulous idea that would be. What a life for me.

I would write little stories about how my life was so wonderful, 

I lived in a mystical world, with flying animals that didn’t exist, and drawings of huge house’s that i would visit and live in. 

Its kinda sad, That i had to pretend my life was wonderful. Maybe this was the only good childhood i had. This was the only thing i could really escape to, It was a wonderful idea.. Sometimes i wish i was young again, I would still write in it if it wouldn’t make me look like such a child. 

how I can not wear makeup, And you don’t mind. 

How i swear to much at certain times, and you don’t mind.

When I forget to clean after myself, and you don’t mind.

How i slur my words, Yet. . you don’t mind.

When i talk to fast, and you still understand.. 

How my hair is in the morning, and you don’t mind.

When i cry, and how you care.

When i’m down and how you’re there.

When i say i Love you, And how you say it back.

But most of all, I’m glad i don’t mind neither. Not at all. 

I don’t mind how you look in the morning, nothing but beauty to me.

I don’t mind the slurred words either.

I don’t care if you don’t do the dishes, when you’ve promised ;)

I love the way i can love you, and i love the way i can stare. 

I could look at you forever, and still wish i had time to bare. 

<3

I’m so happy with how things are going lately. 

Nothing has even been better in my life, If you could tell i haven’t been blogging as much as i would like, That was not my intentions… it just happened. 
I miss blogging to much, honestly i wish i would have more time to.

I think i’m going to start taking pictures again, and blogging my life. day by day.

Or every other day. whatever works out with my hectic schedule.

If you guys would like, you can follow my instagram. 

@amj_ashley

True story.